Ransack
They go to the dam nightly, one after the other, and
as they pass along its margins, each, upon his own motion,
does such work as he chooses to perform.
—The American Beaver and His Works
The pilfering started this spring,
a few lengths whittled to a point,
white with sun, light as balsa,
a walking stick bent right
with a bite that holds your hand.
We are getting to know the makers,
the neighbor girl and I,
smoothing the splinterless wood as we talk.
They mate for life, one family to a pond,
eating what they work with—as if we dined on plaster,
or built our homes of bread—
moving on once the place is consumed.
Last fall when they drained the pond
the lodge rose slowly
from the receding water,
tempering, waiting it seemed
for anything, for us.
For now we’re driven, seeking
fence posts, beanpoles, cudgels longer
and lighter, javelins! silver logs
with which to line my garden, to edge
the bed she has planted at her mother’s grave
to keep them from mowing it over,
(exasperated) like they always do.
One more load, once more across the field,
past the row of hay bales that rims
the muck, along the path we’ve tamped
between the fingers of shallow water,
of mud, strong sucking, black,
deeper than every spear we’ve fed it,
toward the dome which we mount again,
looking back to where we started out,
and down, at the thatching
we test with springboard jumps.
It holds us: caulked earth,
density of timbers interlaced
unmoved by our prying. For us it’s simply
that the beavers are elsewhere. Gradually
we unweave their strategies,
today we opened their hollow to the light,
knelt down, put our faces to the hole,
took in the air they breathed,
stale, together,
noted the pallet
of cut grasses now brown
beside the cavern’s shore of dust,
its own small tides sealed inside.
It is very old in here,
inside, where we lodge our griefs
among our grievances,
those exacted by others,
those exacted by ourselves,
each upon her own motion, doing such work
as she is able to perform,
moving through marsh and sinuous burrow,
throwing ourselves on the beds
we’ve made from what edges
the still evaporating pond.
We are getting to know the makers,
the neighbor girl and I.